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One year ago. If you have any questions or concern

One year ago. If you have any questions or concerns about the vaccine please feel free to DM me anytime. We are all in this together. 🌎🌍🌏✨🌈🌿

Trying to study for my last big medical school exa

Trying to study for my last big medical school exam — an exam that has an enormous impact on where we live next year and what I will do for the rest of my life — and the birds and the flowers and the light are so damn distracting. At least after being in school for 20 something years I can confidently say I study best outside where I can appreciate nature’s beauty in my peripheral vision (as opposed to being inside where I would surely just sit and daydream all day). ☺️

I keep meaning to get back on here and post again

I keep meaning to get back on here and post again and today seems like a good day to start because I can brag about @mattmaiorana being the sweetest, gentlest dada a mama could ever want. Our darling little one just turned 3 and she says the funniest things including “dada are you sad? Why are you sad dada?” when he tries to brush her teeth. I guess his focused face worries her so he now brushes her teeth with a smile (last pic) — usually after a long day of work, a few hours of play and exploring outside, cooking dinner, and getting her cleaned up and ready for bed (all of which she resists with stern faces, pouts and giggles). Lol and after all that when she finallyyyy agrees to brushing her teeth, “don’t be sad” 😂👼🏻😂. This pandemic has been hard, but at least I’ve had the continual joy of watching these two love each other and play day in and day out and I go to bed most days eager to do it again 🥰

I will miss you sweet Banjo 💔😭

I will miss you sweet Banjo 💔😭

4 years ago and still so grateful ✨🌚🍃

4 years ago and still so grateful ✨🌚🍃

Happiest of birthdays to my Yanzi I am blessed To

Happiest of birthdays to my Yanzi
I am blessed
To love you
To hold you
To know you.
Your brilliant mind
and fiercely kind spirit.

Thankful for all you give, all you are, all you do, all you dream.
for your musical laugh and wide smile
I want to climb inside and curl up and call home.

Last night, you danced
standing in a lake so great it’s an ocean, and
I watched
from the clifftop above
as the sky painted its beauty around you.
I marveled
at you at the water at the sky.

Someone nearby lit a floating lantern
and the baby on my back said
more more more!!

“the sand is thirsty” you said
while laughing and peeing and
effortlessly holding my gaze

the earth is thirsty
for you, for us, for this

And she’s TWO!! I want to say it’s going way t

And she’s TWO!! I want to say it’s going way too fast. Every minute with her is magic! Also these last 3 years have been the longest years of my life 😅. But slow down sweet baby slow down. Little one loves watermelon and blueberries. She likes to ride around on her dada’s back, make bubbles in the bath, wash dishes, move furniture, collect rocks, and help build things. She packs up her backpack for adventures and will wear it while running all over the place, and if you chase her she gets so excited she collapses in a fit of laughter. She likes to sing and read from any piece of paper that has words on it “wa-wa-wa-wa.” She likes to snuggle in bed all night and does not want her own big kid bed. When we ask she points to the bed and says “no! Mama... Dada... and Baby!” She loves the dogs and likes to get in their beds and pretend she’s a dog too. She calls all crayons “lellow”, and has started saying “huh?” Her favorite books are my med school books, Goodnight Moon, and Brown Bear, Brown Bear, what do you see? Favorite movies are The Tale or Princess Kaguya, My Neighbor Totoro, and Moana. She still sleeps on me for most naps and nights, but at least she sleeps for 6 hours at a time most nights (finally!), but she always wants to stay up to play until 11pm or later. When it is finally time for bed, she manages to say “byeee.. byeeee... byeee” while blowing kisses and waving and crying all at the same time. 🌻

Happy, happy birthday sister 😘😍

Happy, happy birthday sister 😘😍

Reflecting on my immense love for this little one

Reflecting on my immense love for this little one who made me a mother 🥰

I want to think again of dangerous and noble thing

I want to think again of dangerous and noble things. I want to be light and frolicsome. I want to be improbable beautiful and afraid of nothing, as though I had wings. - Mary Oliver

“For every atom belonging to me as good Belongs

“For every atom belonging to me as good Belongs to you. Remember?” - Marie Howe

Two more 🌬☃️

Last few pics of winter! ❄️ Someone in my fami

Last few pics of winter! ❄️ Someone in my family threw this pink wool onesie in the dryer 🤷‍♀️ so it will now only (maybe) fit a newborn... ahh... good thing spring is here!

This sweet baby loves to visit all the statues in

This sweet baby loves to visit all the statues in the park. There’s a big horse and quite a few lions and we go say hi to them (and roar at them!) every chance we get. Today @ya.n.zi joined us and we played hide and seek among the trees and walked down to the lake and it was so, so wonderful and I didn’t take any pictures so instead I am sharing this one from a few weeks ago 😍.

More snow tomorrow 😍

More snow tomorrow 😍

Matt and Isla in the snow ❄️

Matt and Isla in the snow ❄️

Her face every time she sees the ocean 😍

Her face every time she sees the ocean 😍

I spend way too much time on here passively consum

I spend way too much time on here passively consuming other’s creativity and lives... so I am gonna try to force myself to post something every time I open Instagram 😂. Quick update from me (bc I also use this as my journal 😌). A lot has happened these last few weeks! I finished (and passed 🙏✨) all my exams for phase 1 and am now onto the next phase where I get to see patients everyday! We moved to Milwaukee where I’ll be rotating through various clinics and hospitals for the next few years with my amazing TRIUMPH cohort (training in urban medicine and public health). I had two weeks off for the holidays and we visited family in Detroit and Florida. We were pretty sick for the whole two weeks (flu maybe idk!) and that put a bit of a damper on things, but it was still wonderful to get in some family time and sun. We returned to Milwaukee exhausted and still recovering from our illnesses, but I think now I can officially say I am better! Yay! Happy new year!! #medicalschool #womeninmedicine

Said I would get out and challenge myself w my cam

Said I would get out and challenge myself w my camera and share more photos here and then promptly disappeared! Sorry about that! I will be using (friends only) instastories for most phone pics and then using my wall for more intentional photography. First snow of the year.. Isla was wary! — October 29, 2019

“November’s a burn and an ache.” - Charles W

“November’s a burn and an ache.” - Charles Wright

Laughed about the bitter cold with my anatomy part

Laughed about the bitter cold with my anatomy partners today which warmed my spirit! 🥰

The low is 4 degrees today and we have had snow on

The low is 4 degrees today and we have had snow on the ground for three weeks now ☃️

Just finished a big exam yesterday and now am catc

Just finished a big exam yesterday and now am catching up on baby snuggles with the little one. She has been nursing and sleeping on me for the last three hours 🥰😍. I am so burned out on school and we’ve already had a foot of snow and apparently more record breaking cold on the way 😱. I need to nurture my creativity more, but am not sure where to do so. Maybe here? I think I may start using friends-only instastories for personal photos and then my wall for more intentional photography. 🙃🤞

October 29th 🥰... so very grateful for another

October 29th 🥰... so very grateful for another day of loving @mattmaiorana. And also immensely thankful for our friends and family who helped us celebrate 3 years ago today & to everyone we have met in the time since then who has made our lives more full of love. ☺️🥳😘 These words by Khalil Gibran were read at our ceremony and I am reflecting again on them tonight. “....Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love. Think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love’s ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.” To another day... 🙏

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